So here I am. Second and final week in. yay.

It's been quite, well, what is the word? eventful? tiresome? active? futile?

there are many words to descirbe my week but overall it has been pretty good

Been going out with my new boyfriend for a week now, he's really nice and we're so far having quite a bit of fun together which is good. He iks also friends with my group of friends now, which means juggling friends and a boyfriend isn't quite so bad.

Seen my friends quite a bit, gotten closer to others in some peoples abscence and it's been quite interesting. Met a new german friend, he is hilarious and he loves his milkshakes bless him

In all this fun and smiles however there must be a balance i'm afraid, in all of this stuff with the new boyfriend and other events i have ended up losing one of the most important people in my life.

My best friend, a guy best friend. I mean i haven't so much lost him as misplaced him but without him everything seems so much less manageable and i feel so vunerable and alone.

I can only hope i guess. However i just wish for myself i have the serenity to accept things i can't change, the courage to change the things i can and the wisdom to know the difference ( from the bible there)

yet i don't just hope this for myself, i pray that all you lovely people get this to and you are happy

Love
me
xxxxxxx